Met with the personal trainer last week, this week we're working on a plan of action. I have this little voice of self-doubt (noooo don't go to the gym, it'll be fine, what's one more day?!) that I'm working on squashing out. It's a work in progress but I've already got my gym clothes on so I might as well go lol.
3/25/12 Current Weight: 366.2 Once my sister gets out of bed (she works 3rd shift) we're going to go check out Planet Fitness. I don't think I've ever been so excited for working out. I'm telling you breaking up with my boyfriend has given me a new zest for life. Not that we had a bad relationship, but he didn't push me to better myself even though we both needed to lose weight. I'm pumped and I'm ready to focus on getting healthier. :) Have a great week!!
It's do or die time people and I have no plans to start pushing up daises anytime soon. I'm tired (exhausted) or letting my weight dictate who I am or who I am not. I'm tired of making excuses, it's time to up my game. There's a couple of Planet Fitness locations that aren't horribly far from my house and for $10 a month I think it's my best option. I'm seriously amped to get started with working out and focusing on getting healthier. I finally feel like I have this fire and drive inside me to get healthier.
I'm not totally nervous about stepping on the scale in the morning, I refuse to be disappointed by the number. It's a starting point, it's my launching pad onto bigger things and less of me. I'm going all in here. Not giving up, not quitting, giving 110%. It's do or die time. It's time to focus on myself not selfishly but in a fashion that will have me around for my loved ones for years. Do or die. If I don't I will die and I don't feel as if God has that in my cards for me just yet.
So that's my rant. It's my time to shine, it's time for me to get my booty in motion. I've set a goal for myself to be in my brand new still sitting in my dresser drawer size 22 jeans (if not a smaller size) by the end of June. I'm currently in a size 24/26 (depending on the brand/style). I am ready. My journey starts tomorrow when I step off of that scale because that number will not be seen again. I refuse to give up and let it happen. It's do or die.
"Say goodbye to feeling guilty after eating emotionally. Say hello to feelings of empowerment that come from making conscience decisions about what and when you eat."
I'm totally an emotional eater - it doesn't even matter the motion either.Which I'm trying to get under control but it's definitely not the easiest thing in the world. So here's this week's weigh in....
Current Weight: 364.2
I'm stuck in this range it's rather frustrating. Have a great week.